by Matt Van

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Mind’s eye’s bleeding again
You’re in my head
Hindsight screaming again
You’re in my head

But you failed to notice
I’m not
Not in a place you’d call the
Pessimist’s paradise
I’m already broken
Broken down
I’m paralyzed
Paralyzed, paralyzed

And my blind side
Reads between the lines
Every sacrifice yields expectations
For the next time
And I don’t mind
But I’m not satisfied
I’m not satisfied


released November 11, 2016
lyrics, vocals, production // matt van
saxophone // evan white
artwork // nick lennon



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Matt Van Des Moines, Iowa

Matt Van is a singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, and producer from the Quad Cities. Although he is actively pursuing music full-time, he has also graduated as a Doctor of Pharmacy from Drake University (Des Moines, IA).

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