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love​/​hate

by Matt Van

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Misery loves company
But I’d rather be along
My false romantic tendencies
Have made themselves at home
Like alcohol, these helpless thoughts
Impair my mind
My judgment may be gone
But I’m sure that I’ll be fine

I’m not lost
I’m just waiting
I’ve been loved
I’ve been hated
I’m not well
I’m just jaded
I’m I love
And I hate it

Lullabies to sing at night
As the walls watch me muse
Of bluer skies and butterflies
And mindless platitudes
Bitter-sweetened memories
Impair my brain
But at least I’ve got my dreams
To spare me pain while I’m awake

I’m not lost
I’m just waiting
I’ve been loved
I’ve been hated
I’m not well
I’m just jaded
I’m I love
And I hate it

I’ll be fine
I’m just needy
I don’t mind
I’m just bleeding
Hope you’re well
‘Cause I’m still healing
Why is love
So misleading

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released April 18, 2019
Writing/Performance/Production: Matt Van

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Matt Van Des Moines, Iowa

Matt Van is a singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, and producer from the Quad Cities. Although he is actively pursuing music full-time, he has also graduated as a Doctor of Pharmacy from Drake University (Des Moines, IA).

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